Something I'm not, obviously. I can't help but smile though, when someone tells me they don't want to lift weights because they don't want to get too big and Bulky, especially the women.
Don't worry, you won't. You won't even come close despite your "hard" attempts. I always refer to the fact that I actually try to get big, but for 2 years, I literally just got bulky fat. I had close to 15 in arms, so I was happy, but I had a gut from hell! And I'm still trying to get "Big", but in a smarter, less "all you can eat" way.